Lately rasa mcm aku nie sangat tak setanding dgn kwan2... and at the same time aku rasa mcm tired of doing what I am doing now...
Until last week rasanya on Friday, I was chatting with a friend of mine, we are at the same age but jurang perbezaan sangat besar... mana taknya... aku sekadar pemegang Bachelor Degree in Engineering while she has already has Phd for years...huhuhu...sesuatu yang aku impikan untuk sekian lama tapi tak tercapai-capai.
Banyak yang aku fikirkan sebelum nak sambung study... first, keadaan ekonomi keluarga. With both of me and husband working, we still struggling to survive..what if aku quit utk study? Pengsan... kesian kat anak2 la yg plg utama...
Then my friend recommend me a few sources la..which is bagi aku worth trying...at the same time, study secara part time masih diterima.... i think i can do it...
Aku dok tengok2 course dah... since aku now dok Kulai...universiti paling relevan utk aku adalah UTM..some more my background pun engineering kan...but to pursue a master in enginering is a big NO for me. Tak minat.... sdgkan kerja pun now paksarela..lagi mau tambah seksa? No no no !!!
I might go for MSc Engineering Mathematics...aku masih 'study' what is the next path after that...kalau boleh selepas ini aku nak menghambakan diri menuntut ilmu dan berkongsi pengetahuan kpd generasi akan dtg jek...malas nak kerja jadi engineer dah.
And I love Mathematics...,suka suka suka.... Engineering Maths adalah one of subjects yg aku score masa kat univ berbanding benda2 lain....
Now...nak research dulu bila commencement date, how to apply...the sponsor etc. Once done, aku akan present pd husband. Harap2 dia restu... amin!!!
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